I can’t offer you 100% victory.
Yes, I can open your eyes to great failing and loss. Just keep doing what you did for years and please don’t change your path. It must be comfortable and so difficult by now.
When you are ready and the pain is really big, you will either change or stay in the rut you created. Watch for karma. It may come to your station soon and you must be ready to know it for you to grow and seek your power.
You need to say yes to your path or you must turn fast and not look back, but where would you run to?
Stay true to you!